Alfiean says there is one thing characteristic of Cancerian girls. They may shower you with love and unending affection, but one thing you'll have to deal with is their insecurity.

How very true.

No, this isn't yet another mushy post. What I'm trying to say is, I'm not going to try out for the Hype Editor post though I very much want to.

Perhaps part of the reason lies in the fact that my sister was once the editor of Hype.

Trying out for editor and then not getting it would only confirm that she is better than me. I don't want to bruise my ego. It's not her fault she's smart and beautiful but I've suffered so many years from an inferiority complex already and I have no desire in dredging up the past.

But gosh, how fun it would be to be editor of the campus magazine. Editing articles, sending and re-sending them back to your already harassed reporters. Barking at your photographers and having to go out on stories and being able to tell people/interviewees/people who want you to do reviews on their stuff that you're the editor of the campus magazine. HOWFUCKINGFUN.

Sigh.

So good luck Yihan and Syed and Sarah and whoever else is trying out. Syed and Yihan, I'm rooting for you guys. Don't let me down.

Go get 'em, tiger.

I'm so sad.